"Only predictable thing about life is it's unpredictability"

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I was ok. Then I heard from you again and I felt my heart drop. I know you don’t feel the same way because if you did…I’d hear from you everyday. You’d tell me you miss me. Something. I wouldn’t feel so empty without you. I can’t be your friend. I don’t want to. I can’t sit around and watch you move on without me. It hurts. A lot. Too much. I deserve to be happy. Even if its not with you. Even though it breaks my heart again to say goodbye.

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I feel like i Just got the wind knocked out of me. I’m not ready to say goodbye. Why is this happening? I feel so numb

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Woke up sad today. Rainy day seems to compliment my mood. Sucks to miss someone you know has not given you a second thought all these months.

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Very intoxicated
All I want to do right now is cry and scream and let it all out because it’s killing me inside
My head says “who cares?” then my heart whispers “you do stupid”
never.
I miss you and I hate it (Taken with GifBoom)
Worst feelings (Taken with Instagram)
I’ve been nothing but good…
You were never supposed to mean this much to me