My life is far from perfect... But it's mine.

I was ok. Then I heard from you again and I felt my heart drop. I know you don’t feel the same way because if you did…I’d hear from you everyday. You’d tell me you miss me. Something. I wouldn’t feel so empty without you. I can’t be your friend. I don’t want to. I can’t sit around and watch you move on without me. It hurts. A lot. Too much. I deserve to be happy. Even if its not with you. Even though it breaks my heart again to say goodbye.

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Woke up sad today. Rainy day seems to compliment my mood. Sucks to miss someone you know has not given you a second thought all these months.

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I’m so tired of missing you. I want this to be over.

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It’s 3 a.m…. And I wish you were laying next to me. I miss you.

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I should have fought harder for us. This is killing me, I miss you so much. I want to move on, I need to move on and I can’t. Everyday I start a message to you… But I stop because I know that if you missed me like I miss you, you’d text me. I wish i could let you go as easily as you let me go.

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